I've been behind this door 4 almost 5 years, I am 2 scared to go out
I suffer from all this delusions, reality scares the hell out of me
and all this paranoia, and I am so scared,
please somebody help me, please, please…
so much for innocence, I’m hearing voices
in my reminiscence, nothing but fear
I rather stay incognito, I rather keep to myself
I’ll never come to believe you, I put the trust in myself
life’s the harder part - watch me while I face the ground
I know I’m apart - judge me, as I face the ground
there for all to see - watch me, how I face the ground
dream of remedy - I face my head to the ground
so much for innocence, you’re in denial
in my reminiscence, nothing but guile
I used to hide myself behind
the company of me, myself and I
how many second chances can you expect in life?
feel like a fallen angel, all I can do is cry
I rather dream of redemption, I rather keep from your hate
I’ll never come to reliance, I put the trust in my fate
I used to cover up with lies
and no one ever cared to wonder why
how many second chances? carrying my own weight
fighting to find the answers, praying it’s not too late
credits
from Freakshow,
released June 22, 2009
Music: Peter Lazar
Lyrics: Peter Lazar, Ken Sandin
Peter Lazar - guitars, keyboards, backing vocals
Mads Clausen - lead & backing vocals
Ken Sandin - bass, backing vocals
Svetlan Råket - drums
Johan Randén - lead guitar
Mixed by Andy La Rocque, Sonic Train Studios
Mastered by Dragan Tanaskovic, Bohus Sound
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